You know those kinds of people who come to your life like a ray of sunshine and push all those storms away and hold your hand and say “I got your back honey” !! Well Namjoon to me, is the opposite. Confused ? Well, lemme elaborate.
It’s easy to tell someone that everything will be okay and try to push their fears and problems away from them but it takes someone really understanding and patient to say that it’s okay to feel low and to be able to feel your pain and tell you to feel your emotions completely rather than pushing them away and that’s exactly what Namjoon does . He isn’t just the kind of person who tells me it’s gonna be okay but he also makes me feel like my worries, my concerns and my emotions are totally valid.
Being a friend is one thing , being a bestfriend is another thing and being a human diary and a bestfriend is completely different from the other two . Namjoon is my human diary . He knows secrets that others don’t and I share a special connection with him . A connection that i haven’t felt with anyone else . A connection that’s higher and more important than anything else in the world . Kim Namjoon is beautiful. A beautiful human being . Someone who does his own thing yet manages to make the whole world fall in love with him . Someone who makes music, walks around nature and likes sunsets and loves trekking and spending time in the studio creating magic .
I often refer to Namjoon by the name “Joon” . Though the name Kim Namjoon holds so much power, calling him joon makes me feel at home. Joon is a huge star in the big, wide sky. Stars are something that add beauty to the huge dark sky . The sky in itself is beautiful but at the same time , a sky without stars seems empty and dark. My life before knowing joon was like the sky; huge but monotonous and very simple . Namjoon is my star; lighting up my small universe and being there for me whenever I close my eyes.
Joon to me is that bestfriend who is just a text away but in this bond, the “text” comes in the form of his songs . He creates beautiful songs in the studio and sends it to us in the form of small beautiful notes filled with love and comfort . Well, not just comfort cuz sometimes he’s a badass boss who unleashes his inner black dragon and makes me drop down to my knees. But hey, get yourself someone who can pull off both with pure perfection and beauty !
Joon is the person for whom I make a wish for when I look at a shooting star. He’s the guy I pen down love notes to in the form of blogs and journals. He’s the man i wouldn’t think twice before taking a bullet for. He’s the man who changed my life completely and pulled me out from the dark phase that I was going through . Namjoon is the invisible hand that held me when I had breakdowns. He’s the man who comforts me when I feel like giving up and he’s the person I exist for . Kim Namjoon gives me a reason to look forward to the next day .
Today it has been 5 years since namjoon changed his name from RapMonster to RM. rap monster is someone who makes me push myself when I feel low and makes me believe that it’s good to establish boundaries and when PPL try to cross it, it’s important to tell them off . Whereas RM is someone who helped me understand that it’s not always necessary to rush through life and keep pushing yourself even when you feel exhausted . It’s okay to take a break and breathe. Rap monster encourages me to do my own shit and be a badass boss and RM on the other hand helped me be considerate of people and love people and myself a little more . RapMonster and RM , both taught me to prioritise, love and accept myself .
RapMonster and RM are two sides of the same coin. They co-exist and complete Namjoon. I relate to RapMonster as a teenager and connect with RM as a person in their early 20s. I’m the elder daughter. The oldest among my siblings. Basically the first born. Someone with lots of responsibilities and duties. Namjoon is the leader of BTS. He really inspires me as a leader and as a person. It’s the way that he’s not the eldest of the group yet has carried the entire group since the past ten years. It’s not easy to be the person who communicates things and issues and concerns of members to the management . Namjoon has not only been the leader but he’s also been the foundation and backbone of BTS since the very beginning.
Namjoon is in his late twenties yet has the experience of a person in his 50s. His way of viewing life, the way he looks at things from various perspectives and the way he inspires so many PPL every single day truly amazes me. Making music, managing his schedules, working on projects and meeting PPL all while also being able to take out time for his personal life is truly beautiful. I love how he doesn’t boast about his achievements or his talents but remains humble despite all the success. I’m so proud of you, Namjoon.
Namjoon is truly someone I look up to. He’s this ball of energy with a bright aura that glows the most when he’s around PPL he loves and those who love and appreciate him. He’s my namubear. It’s the way he finds joy in the smallest of things . He could easily get anything he wants. He could buy so many luxuries and live lavishly but he chooses to be this beautiful man who is humble, caring, loving and understanding. He’s super hardworking, sincere and dedicated towards his goals and dreams. He works late at night and dives into different genres of music. He’s extremely knowledgeable and experienced in various areas and parts of music and many other fields like art, culture, books and nature.
He’s truly the epitome of love and comfort. YES THATS MY BESTFRIEND JOON !
With love,
Archana.
Kim Namjoon 